Delilah

... and da Stillers are making me really really want to go outside and up it to 2 in 8 days... Luckily, tomorrow I will have some of nature's stress reliever. I'm going to need it for this upcoming month, but luckily I'm handling it without being overdrugged on paxil, welbutrin, depakote, klonopin and trazadone...

This time of year turns me into a massive spazzzzzzzzz

but it feels so good. Took a break from classes yesterday. Since I'm not used to being out and about, and getting so much exercise, my body isn't liking me too much. Monday and Tuesday did a bunch of pole classes, loved it. Yesterday, did a mile walk, and by the time I had to leave for classes last night, I could barely move, so I decided instead of pushing myself too much and missing out on belly dancing and pole classes tonight (last night was "flex appeal", which, despite being out...

For a while, it was a good game. Dixon looked great for a rookie starting a game that pretty much rested on his shoulders/ lots of pressure. Made some awesome plays. Until that turnover in OT. I think I almost had a heart attack a total of 5 times during that game. I don't know what is going on this season- lots of stupid and avoidable mistakes. Want to cry. If I still drank, I'd be smashed right now... I'll just cry and watch the DVRed episode of Sons of Anarchy I missed on Tuesday....

So itching to get in front of the camera again. This is definitely motivation to help me lose the last of this weight. Lost all the baby weight, then went back on medications that made me balloon up like crazy, gained everything back and a little more. Been taking belly dance and pole classes, and hoping to get back in shape soon soon soon. It's rough since I quit stripping 2 1/2 years ago, it doesn't come off as fast as it does dancing 6 nights a week...
Passed my written state boards no...