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Posted 03-14-2010 at 11:16 PM by Nix

It's such a pity! I think I've had an account with EBPM longer than any other site online. Between constantly changing my e-mail to avoid spammers and getting a new social networking page every year or so to avoid my exes, EBPM is my one haven.
The only person in my life in the real world who knows I even have an account here is my best friend - who had an account on here, but he never uses it.
I feel like I've been away for so long and I'm kind of shy about posting anything anywhere...
Then I read Kurt's posts from the thread where he was banned and Miss Athena reminded me that everyone here is open-minded and kind (except Anti... who is always angry... )
I forgot why I first came here. When Blued told me about this place it felt like I could come here to vent.
I can't say how many times just logging in and reading other people's posts have kept me from doing something stupid.
It was espeically encouraging when I had just left my husband and I had someone tell me things were going to be okay.

My entire life fell apart that day. My husband, my home, my job, my family - really. And instead of pitying me, telling me about all the things I'll have to do and bogging me down further, or giving me unsolicited advice - someone just told me things would be fine.

And things are fine. Things are great - but my 19-year-old self wouldn't have believed that three years ago. My 19-year-old self was committed for suicidal tendencies. She was cynical, depressed, and lonely. She had no hope and felt like no one cared about her.

But my 19-year-old self was told things were going to be okay. By a complete stranger. Not someone I'd known all my life who had reason to say that "just to make me feel better."

I have to thank everyone here, even people I've never spoken to.

Especially Killshot and Antiblank and Blued. If it weren't for you three I wouldn't be around today. So thanks.
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    jomama1138's Avatar
    All I've done over the past three years was being an incorrigible shit. So, you're welcome.
    Posted 03-14-2010 at 11:40 PM by jomama1138 jomama1138 is offline
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    I am glad that Ebpm has had such a positive impact on you. It always makes me feel happy to hear these things.

    Hope you keep sticking around.
    Posted 03-15-2010 at 12:08 AM by killshot killshot is offline
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    Weaselheadx's Avatar
    It's a pretty groovy place I must say. I definitely enjoyed meeting some of you last August, though I wish we woulda had more time to just chill.
    Posted 03-15-2010 at 12:33 AM by Weaselheadx Weaselheadx is offline
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    Yes this place as been great i have been here since the raverporn days lol
    Posted 03-15-2010 at 02:39 PM by Pagan Pagan is offline
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    jomama1138's Avatar
    I don't even remember what my original sign in name was.
    Posted 03-15-2010 at 04:22 PM by jomama1138 jomama1138 is offline
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    lol i remember mine back in 1999-2000 ish
    Posted 03-15-2010 at 04:28 PM by Pagan Pagan is offline
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    Originally Posted by jomama1138 View Comment
    All I've done over the past three years was being an incorrigible shit. So, you're welcome.
    It provided me with laughs. Happiness makes life easier.
    Posted 03-15-2010 at 07:25 PM by Nix Nix is offline
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    As long as you can laugh you know its not that bad...its a motto to live by in fact i do...
    Posted 03-15-2010 at 07:51 PM by Pagan Pagan is offline
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    Weaselheadx's Avatar
    yeah, I laugh at jomama all the time...ahhh.
    Posted 03-16-2010 at 03:52 AM by Weaselheadx Weaselheadx is offline
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    I'm easy to laugh at. I make Jerry Lewis look like some annoying guy that only the French like.
    Posted 03-16-2010 at 08:16 AM by jomama1138 jomama1138 is offline
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    French, doubt it. Maybe the Germans. You are like David Hasslehoff.
    Posted 03-16-2010 at 10:17 PM by Weaselheadx Weaselheadx is offline
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